your sweet face

i look at you and cannot believe, for the life of me, that you are mine. it floors me that i created something so beautiful...my MASTERPIECE. i thought i was losing myself when i got pregnant...turns out i only found myself in your eyes. there are neverending pools of liquid GOD in them.
i am so humbled and grateful...a little baby has shown me everything i seached for in vain for almost 30 years. i am more motivated to find myself now then ever. funny how that works.