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i have nearly reached my emotional capacity this year. at least that is the limit (lie) i choose to believe this moment. i'm sure right around the bend there'll be a whole new breed of living, but tonight i feel the grandeur of being human. the humility follows suit, realizing i'm a speck in the ocean of what is. yet the what is, the oneness, the ocean is inside me. infinite. circles. cycles.
i can no longer wallow in the selfcentered emptiness of my ego.
i have no choice, as fate has chosen me to create something fresh, new, scary, raw, and completely beautiful.