anti yuppie soap and my fall from grace

hehe. just kidding. no fall from grace. but i DID make soap today and flavored it with nutmeg, patchouli, rose petals, cinnamon, tea tree and mint. it is all a little concoction to ensure yuppies will remain at an arms-length distance. i am kidding! it just smells really pretty in a "day off work" kinda way. damn. i just got back from a little encinitas sesh...a few drinks at the local watering hole. yet another reminder (besides the soap) that i have no desire to spend my nights like this. dressing up is fun. mingling is fun. bar fights and drunken retard surf rats...where's my soap??? i should know better...just needed a little distraction. all it proved was that i am over it. i already knew that, but it is true. at least i ran into an old artist friend and we caught up. i love hearing about dreamers becoming doers. beautiful. i still can't believe i used to spend my nights in the dive bars wasting my whiskey breath on that scene. what a difference a year makes.