you are right where you need to be

she said it. manda can be so wise sometimes. i told her about a few things this morning before she got busy at work and she left me with those parting words. you are right where you need to be. there is no sense in worrying about the upcoming events next week, because it is really out of my hands. i just have to show up and see what happens next. then deal with the next step the best way i can. seems simple. there is no forcasting the future. i know i am learning the lessons for me right here right now. i feel so drained and i don't even have the energy to be anxious or depressed. i am hanging some of my art today in the restaurant so that is cool. it would be nice to sell it and buy a plane ticket to thailand. i am drinking some kombucha tea and going to finish up wiring the paintings to be hung. one step in front of the other today.