ahhh, i live at a spa....

serenity courses through my soul as the house lays quiet. i am trying to reach a place of sleepytime, but the 3 hour nap earlier is not helping. our house is a home, clean, quiet, pantry full of healthy food, plants, animals, fresh flowers, clean towels. i thought about it being kind of my own personal spa...to run back home to after a busy day. we discovered the amazing wet sauna tonight, and had a sweat session before a midnight swim. the pool looks like the color of the ocean in the bahamas, and it moves like liquid jello at night...undulating seductively. i love floating on my back and looking up at the stars and this beautiful round tree. my personal goal is to sneak in without a splash. don't want the neighbors waking up...especially the nasty old woman living directly above the jacuzzi. (of course she does...) hehe. i feel so blessed to have this space right now. i live with such a kind and funny person, i feel at home for the first time in forever. living at my cousin's inland was a lot harder on me than i felt able to express. throughout everything that has unfolded in the last few years, i feel grateful for it all. the rollercoaster is taking a break right now and i relish it.
i feel happy just being.

a few days ago i cleaned the house, finished painting, rearranged the upstairs, did a energy clearing ceremony on the place, and created a space for yoga in the front room. there is nothing but clean wood floors, yoga tools, drums, and candles. glorious! all of my artwork is finally hung..the body of work i have created started to register with me once hanging it everywhere. i love seeing the parts of my spirit and life at different angles captured. i know that this is what i am meant to do. not surprisingly, i met a publisher who wants to look at my work. i am in the process of sending her a sample. yay! i have been setting intentions and things have been moving along in divine flow. it feels good to be in a place of restfullness and contentment after feeling so strung out during the transition back to the coast and out of the situation i was living in. all things were by my choice, but the learning curve was set at an intense rate. the universe provides us with challenges and things we can handle. i don't carry any regrets about a single step. once it was a struggle to be present at all, let alone present in the moment. sigh...my contacts are burning, so i must crawl into bed now. namaste.